. . .Exquisite Sentiments..

About the job and raya..

2009-09-26T11:47:00.001+08:00

Let's talk abt something else..
I've got a new job. But not as new as it seems. It's been months already.. But anyways, I love the environment here. The working's tough since we have to handle a couple of tasks at one go. But environment wise, and the colleagues are sincere, friendly, fun and nice to be with. I <3 most of them.

Grandparents from Sg and Malaysia are here. They're here to celebrate Hari Raya with us (:
I'm missing the days where the green packets used to be so thick and collections can go as much as 200 bucks. Missed those days.
Too bad now that we've entered into the adult life, it's going to be vice versa. What to do. Everyone just grow old in age thru time.. lol

About a dream..

2009-09-26T11:35:00.002+08:00

Have always been missing in action. Apologies to my blog. lol. There is a reason for my presence here, you should have guess. It's just because of a weird dream that I have had yesterday.
I dreamt of him..
And it was a weird dream.

He was with someone else. They were sitting together at one corner, when i spotted them. The girl's hand was around his neck, and at that moment of time, our eyes locked. He became nervous. I stared at him and the hands arnd him intensely. The moment he noticed that I was lookin at him, he quickly brushed the hand aside.

What's that suppose to mean? Is he seeing someone new right now? I woke up with a sense of jealousy overpowering me..

And up till now, the dream's still lurkin arnd in my mind...

welcome aboard.

2008-05-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hello.
welcome aboard to me!
sucha long time yeah. Used to be a passice blogger the last time. Blogging non-stop. Skipping meal routines. Skipping whatever routines. Dumping mood tantrums over the blog. That's me. Shld be glad that I'm starting it all over again. I'm blogging again!! Kudos from me to myself.

Lotsa stories lately to fill up someone's time. A few others might be waiting fer me to drop it down like a bombshell. A few lot wld have no idea what I'm talking about.

Well then, have patience. The stories about to start in a few days or so.. Till then, give me time to revamp this blog. The look is literally, horrendous.

Where is the love?

2007-06-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

Di manakah nilai cintamu
Oh kasih terhadap diriku
Mengapakah kau bercumbu
Dengan dia itu
Di depan mataku

Tak kusangka sanggup hatimu
Menduakan diriku
Setelah ku beri cinta
Serta jiwa raga
Engkau musnahkannya

Di manakah nilai cintamu oh kasih
Engkau musnahkan
Di kala aku merindu
Di manakah sumpah dan janjimu dulu
Untuk bersama berdua kita bersama

Hancur hampa terima berita
Kini kau diijabkabulkan
Berbahagia dan sejahtera
Dengan dia itu
Hatiku terharu

Berlinang airmata ini
Kerana dirimu oh kasih
Tak pernah terduga hatiku
Begitu murahnya
Cintamu padaku

-Allahyarham Sudirman Haji Arshad

Prickly sentiments.

2007-03-29T09:19:00.000+08:00

This is a truly inspiring phenomena.
To be bullied. To be battered by discouraging words.
It just keeps getting better.
I'm telling you.
Everything's just keep getting better each day..

No point the blabberings.
All the useless rantings.
Fer all de usual ramblings.
No POINT.

Cos' in the end, I'll only listen to myself.
=)

Be all that you wanna be.
I'm not pushing.
So don't push me.
Save yourself for all the glory.

Yes, I'm hard.
Egoistical and stupidified.
But why can't you just gt the point across?

The harder the person is, the more clingy the person gets.
I need a pillar.
An emotional support.
All the TLCs in world.
I'm asking fer too much.
Yes;

Now, I can only see myself in the mirror.

So it makes me being harder each day.
Get that?

NoUDont.

So much fer workin politics..

2006-12-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

The courses been taking quite of our a time, almost fer abt a week.
Nevertheless,
though we've just started,
there were exempliary remarks everywhere abt how worse this scope wld have gotten till far..
There have been commotions and rumours all day round abt de unsatisfactions in dealing with this job.

Most of which, were the rantings about the salaries comparatively being undermined by the many tasks on hand that we've got to settle up with fer this job.
Some of them have been hoping fer 2500 bucks!

God,
I'm not sure if they're alright.

I wudnt have any idea whether it's fer the good or the bad.
Whatever it is, i wanna be on the lookout fer what's best and go fer it.
Hopefully, it's going to be on gd terms with me.
Or if it isn't, i'ld just have to pray fer the best..

God help us.

A bit of that time, or anywhere else, i'ld have been caught up with work.
Though it's only the beginning, but it's starting to fill up the tiny weeny space in life..

I'm starting to lurve it, but somehow,
my mind's still fearing fer the worse.
It's gonna be tough out there,
since anyone else who's taken this job have been experienced with years of job's involvement!

The insecurities been felt thoroughly..
My morale of confidence is quite low at this point of time.
Cos the competitions among us is rather high.
I need something to boost it up.

I'm trying to think positive.

God saves me..

We were held in captives fer two weeks!
I was wondering if it's a matter of discipline that we're separated from the rest?
6 of us..
The other colleagues we met over at the civil college questioned about our post in the hq.

How cum yer guys were there?

I've no explanation to that.
Neither were my other mates.
We're just held without any definite answers to our questions..

God saves us.

I'm kinda pissed abt it fer that matters.
Others have settled themselves in school fer abt a week now,
but we're still stuck with our tasks in the hq.
The only reason that we're provided with is,

"There's some admin matters that has to be settled.."

Fer obvious reasons,
it'ld have been rushing fer us to catch up with the workloads when we joined in on 3rd January.

What the heck were they thinking?

There's this guy in our hq.
He thinks he's the best psychic!

*pukes*

He cld read pple's mind and attitude just by looking into their eyes.
So all 6 of us went into his room the other day.
Had an ice breaker session.
Informally, all fives were analysed, and asked with questions that seems answerable to him..
Such as:

You like to buy packets of tissues from the aunty in ur void deck ryte?

You did well fer maths and sciences when u're in primary school?

So yer way of packing yer clothes is by arranging it this way.. that way.. blah..
etc..

To my astonishment, everyone said yes to his questions!

At the back of my mind, i was like..

What the heck..
What's wrong with him..
Hasn't he got a life?
Or anything better to do?

brrr..

This is soo boring.
God saves him.

I didn't like the fact that he's able to intrude one's mind and told her exactly what she's thinking.

It'll make u super uneasy dont u think so?!

But i'm glad..
Fer he didn't look at me intensely in the eye just like the rest..

OR
filled me in with his questions of all the yesses fer that matter!

So i was left wondering with the big WHYS all over.

why eh?
....
...
..
.

And there was this another guy.
I'm sharing this cos, my first day was ruined just becos of him..

Maybe, he's testing my patience,
SO....

Am i glad or what?

*sniffs*

Once upon a time, earlier in the week..
I was free from any tasks, then came this guy.

"Wld u mind follow me, i got a task fer u."

"Ok sure", i answered.

And he brought me to this distiller machine.

"This machine's spoilt, maybe u cld like try to take a look at it.
See what's wrong with it. Add a bit of water or maybe wash this top part of the deck. At least when it's ok, we all can use it and have a drink."

"Oh really, it's been here fer that long and no one ever notice that it's spoilt?", i retorted back easing with a smile.

"Oh no laa. It's only been spoilt recently.."

"Oh ok. But i think this is not part of my job scope J. Wld u mind if i carry on with other task. I'm aware that i'm out of tasks at the moment, but i dont think this is the right thing fer me to do..", i managed with a smile again.

Then there was absolute 5 secs of S I L E N C E.

"Is it ok, if u dun mind, if i let it be here and let the one who's suppose to repair this machine has the priviledge in doin so?
I'm sorry.. i just don't feel right doin this."

"Oh alright then. Ok sure.."

I dunno why the heck i'm thanking him and walked away thereafter.
Maybe just fer the purpose of basic courtesy?

I just cudnt get harsh with pple,
have no idea whyy.
Maybe something is wrong with me.

Anyways,

What the heck was he thinking.
Stepping on my head, just because i'm still new arnd here?

I've never been this pissed before.
And i'm glad by the way i handled him that day.
I wldn't have done it if i were to be sticking with my kind of attitude the last time.

This is much better.
It's a better me!
Been looking forward to be more firmer with my words on days to come!
It's fer the sake of loving yourself anyway.

tul tak??

;)

OF all de possibilities.

2006-12-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
Updates on de recent happenings yeah.

;)

A few courses, essentially, needed to be taken up to prepare ourselves fer this job!
It comes in handy, but i'm still cautious about the GeBIZ system and procurement methods used.
I need to do something in order to boost my morale of confidence on this system.
I hardly reviewed the notes yesterdays.

I will pride with it tonight and all tommorows.
Unless i'd fully understand the concept, i'ld never stop trying.
Jotting down notes and constructin flowcharts might be of great help.

Any other suggestions?

It's hard to aim fer perfection, yeah.
But it'ld have been hardly enough,
if we'd aimed fer making the impossibles, Possible.

Of cos, with a bit of flaws here and there.
We've got to accept that..
Nothing's perfect.
=)

Even if it is, it'll only last fer awhile..

The phone's dead. I mean it's literally dead from my side.
An irritance when you'd wish to call up someone, but the dialing tone is nowhere to be heard.
I've got to call the service provider.

So..
let's fly kite.

I dunno why i'm so tempted to try on the wedding gown i've spotted recently, somewhere, sometime ago.

I've got no idea why and what i've been rambling towards myself these few days.

Things seemed to be out of my mind these few days.
My memories darkening, and the flashbacks, poor.

Any free VITAMIN Cs?

Such Twirling Emotions 4 a First Day!

2006-12-15T14:16:00.000+08:00

I cud still remember..
When i was in sec 3, I've always been wondering..
How it wld be like to work in a school environment.

What's the feeling like to work in a school?

It makes me wonder what the heck this staff's doing in the office, running here and there chasing the teachers..
How do they work then?

Why was it important fer CCAs in school?

What do teachers usually do apart from teaching?

It surprised me that i'd actually committing myself into this kinda job.
I've never thought that i wld found a job in a school!
But it never surprises me now that i'm able to get a hang around on this job!

UUUH.

Finally, it's the date to my deployment in acps!

*bounce up high!*

Alhamdulillah..
Fer the first few weeks, I was going to think that i wld never been able to reach that date!
Luckily enuf, i'm not letting myself to rot at home anymore.
LOL.

A brief recap on what had happened fer the day:

I was supposed to meet up with this two gentleman when i'd reached the school.
The HOD & SH of PE.
One of them came around mins after and we proceeded into the meeting rm. Was given handouts and a staff's pass fer identification.

Fer a start, i was first introduced to the administration staffs in the admin blk, and continued on with subsequent teachers or HODs whom i'd met along the way.
After briefings on the job scope and stuffs by them, we toured around the school fer like 15 mins..

The school's seriously gigantic!
I spotted a gymnasium, 3 staff rooms, 2 sports hall and a swimming pool.
God..

Anyways, everything went out fine.
Glad that it did. =)
Though it's only fer a short period of time, I couldnt forbid on thinking about the whole experience today..

Sweetnesss!

Tubs of thankiews to one of my pals, fer assisting me with the notes fer GeBiz procedures..
Appreciates it lots.

Fer a start, I think i'm going to familiarize with the school cockpit system, gt myself started with the GeBiz system and get a hands-on on de neccessary procurement matters.

God..

I hope i'm able to complete things on time since i'm known to be one of the TOP last-minute-task worker
in town's list!

nyahaha!

Alright alritee.
I'm trying.. I'm tryingg!

A Trip to Pangkor Island..

2006-12-07T10:49:00.000+08:00

The 5 days vacation werent that sufficient, frankly. But i enjoyed most of the time spent fer it's all worth the fun. The trip to Pangkor Island was filled with delirious moments!

There were hugesome of islands around.
And our chalets were sited around Teluk Nipah.

Exuberatively Fun fun funn indeed!

A brief recap on how the journey started.
2 families, mine and my aunt, made our way to malacca.
Took the 9.00am coach.
Reached my kampung around 4 pm.
Suppose to reach at 1pm but i dunno whats been bugging me, so i just tagged along with my aunts and mum to a local barber shop in Masjid Tanah.
While the men balik kampung dulu..
I thought i cld spare myself from all the cuts.
BUT

*screamx*

Sure was a bad hairday fer me eh?
Oh well.. i shud just asked her to plant some roses in them to make it pretty. eh?

The coach that we'd booked to pantai Lumut, arrived at 11pm. I thought the aircon was dysfunctional.
I was wronged.
I almost froze to death in there tau.
We reach our first stop, had our night lunch at 1am.
I thought if i'd stepped out of the bus, it will be better.
But i was wronged again.
I almost wanted to wranged myself with the sweaters fer God sake.

As i sipped the coffee, it doesnt taste fine.
Dunno why...
maybe cos my taste buds went numbed.
I ate the pau.
The very big pau.
But the fillings werent that nice either.
So blame myself.

Dunno why my skin gt too sensitive with heat and cold all at the same time.
Am i ok?

The moment we arrived at the Jetty(Lumut), it was only 6.30 am..
The ferry will only reach us by 8 am.
1 and a half our to brace ourself with the scenes and ambience around the jetty.

From all the coldness, i'd decided to head fer the toilet. My sis and mum tagged along.
Crossed the road, spotted the ladies and gents signs.
Stepped in forward, just literally behind the door, and there was this sign,
CLOSED.

I'm not satisfied. I need to ease myself urgently.
I spotted a guy nearby.
"err.. boleh tumpang tanya."
Nak panggil abang ke adik ke encik ni, i wondered.

"Ada toilet terdekat tak kat sini? hmm pasal toilet kat depan tu tutup?"

His answer was simple.
pan ni ke to dang pe"

Ever wondered why we hastily thanked him and politely walk away thereafter?

And we walked and walked and walked. Fer merely 100 metres just to search fer the ladies.
But the signboards were all the same.

U see, isnt that weird to have that kind of signs on toilet doors?

Worse,
"oh toilet kat sini bukak lepas pukul 8 dik."

So u cld imagined how long i have to put myself on hold before i cld brace myself with the toilet bowl.
Fer the first time in life, i'd missed a toilet bowl.

Once we reached the chalet, i was the first to rush in.
Everyone else had just gotten their keys, but i've already jogged into the room.
And the toilet, it just got flooded.

The rest of the days were ok. I went fer snorkeling atpasir bogor. The water was crystal clear. Very green..
I cld see all the fishes.
very pretty to one's eyes!
But the innerground steps were sharp.
Byk batu karang bawah laut tau..

I hurt my foot.
Big foot.

Then we got into this banana-like boat.
10 of us. 2 uncs, 4 nephews, 2 aunts, me and mum.
The boat was rocking it's way from side to side really hard.
I was scared fer life, really!
I grabbed on anything that's beside me.
There was one point, i grabbed too hard, and i heard someone's muffled scream.
O'oh.. what was that i was grabbing onto?
I kept wondering..

Hmmmm..

Check out the pics that i'd managed to snap in my multiply gallore tmr!
Cos i wont be uploading it tonite..
hehe..

Too bad i cudnt take it while i'm away swimming in the seas.
It wld be much better if i cld!

Alright so much fer my brief recap on the trip.
Everyone almost said the same thing in their blog.
Pointed to be brief, but turned out to be WHOA.

I've got to trottle down to the MOE hq tmr pertaining to the job.
Arrh.
Darn. I'm too lazy to walk around, period.

Anyway bout the job, i've been transferred from FTPSS to ACPS.
Just because another ccpe requested to be stationed there.

*sigh*

Nvm, anyway, whatever it is, i hope i've prepared myself well enuf to brace myself on the challenge.
InsyaAllah..
I just cant wait to murder myself with the tensions and stress all year round.
Life wudnt be a dose of fun without them.
Correct?

OH,
It surprises me!

Did i just say that?

Psychotic amber.

2006-11-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

I'm about to get psychotic fer every minute which surpass.
Jealousy evades me.
What's wrong with me.

I cudnt believe my eyes either.
A tingling effect in my ears.
I just hate this kind of feeling.

It surprises me!

I dont have the urge to get busy all the way, but life has it way of prompting u to be one.
Fer am being controlled like i'm in a forbidden city!

And while in idle thoughts, my life vainly passes by..
As i watch the long rain falls, and the blooming petals dies..

Anyways, dont care.
I'm just....

arh, whats that word again.
nvm.

Goodbye.

Vivo.. Not bad fer a city?

2006-11-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

My day's been filled!
All thanks to youuu!!

We went to vivo city today, and caught a movie at Cathay Cineplex.
Watched that new bond movie.
Interesting plot..
I slept fer like 7 mins in the middle of the story but wept a silent tear fer the last part!

Gave that 3.5 out of 5 stars!
...Maybe cos i'm not a ~~true Bond fan~~.
There're too much action and words and action with words.

VIVO CITY..
The whole place was filled!
There's a level, fer which i cld still remember, where the kids would play and wrecked the whole place up!
Super cuties.

*CHUCKLES*

We took our pics over and from a few spots;
while we're on top of the deck of vivo city..
The scenery was quite fine. Weather wasnt that heaty either.
Am so thankful fer that!
I spotted a few kids running high and low over the knee-depth waters.

There, there.. If only i cld jump into e pool!

Anyways,
Heres 3 snapshots of what we've taken:

THE END!~

Thoughts of yesterdays..

2006-11-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

I've signed the contract..
I've decided to prepare myself fer the worse.
I've dared myself to take on the challenge.

But why, out of the blue, my mind's blaming me fer the decision?

Whatever it is, it's over.
Contract been signed, so fer he better or fer worse, the job's mine.

Brought my younger bro and cuzzin to catch a movie yesterday!
Surely it's raining cats and dogs, so of cos it's freezing cold.

brrr

Flushed away...
is a great and fun movie to be enjoyed by all genres.
The tics were cheap yesterday, 7 bucks!
So the movie's worth the cost.
It's not much of a worth fer 9 bucks?
Hmm.. partly becos of the way the comic plot is being brought up.

=)

Anyways, be sure to catch it with yer kids yah!
toodles..

Let's talk.. ok?

2006-11-20T07:33:00.000+08:00

Restless nites..
And it's been quite a burden.
U slept at 11, and woke up at 2!
After being exposed in the dark fer like 10 mins;
U'll sleep again, then woke up at 4.

DOTS.

When u woke up in the morning, u'll get that throb in yer head.
Like somethg squirmin in yer brain.
And a part of you got obese out of a sudden.
So you'll move around the house like a-something, feeling rather light on the left, and big on the right..

U get what i mean? NO!

You'ld wish that it'd made u walk in straight lines, but my mornings haven been that gd either.
Anyways, that doesn't really matter.....?

.. Often do we have to get back to the fundamentalities of such early birds, and dealing with the chores in the early morning..
Life will be pretty rigidly controlled if we don't learn to let go.
Now I'm trying to pick myself up and pride on my freedom, anytime someday..

The festive season's going to end in a few days time.
~~Walla!~~
But they're still flocks of people making their visits here and there..
It's quite cool to see that.
I guess, we're all made out of an entirely big family network everywhere.

=)

Days has been ok, partly becos the rainy season's still here?
I've always adored that part of God's gift on our mainland.

When you get to smell the wisps of the rain..
And listen to the cluttering of de raindrops by the sills..
And when you'ld wish to weep a tear, u cld just find a secluded spot elsewhere in the open, and wept out loud.
HAH.

Pretty quite of a luxurious feeling..

My brother, who's only 5 this yr, been pretty quite anxious about his, or what do u call that..

Berkhatan ialah memotong selaput kulit yang menutupi kepala zakar lelaki atau memotong sedikit hujung daging yang ada di sebelah atas faraj perempuan.

Berkhatan termasuk di antara amalan-amalan yang telah disyariatkan oleh Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala terhadap hambaNya. Ia adalah sebagai pelengkap fitrah yang telah dianugerahkan oleh Allah kepada mereka."

Ahh, so now ye know.
It's berkhatan.
me0w!

Ok go.
So I've heard that the 2 most fearful things that has ever or gonna happen to a man's life is..
This thingy, and upacara akad nikah..

Is that true?

*shudders*

Nvm,
i'll find my baits to get my questions answered!
Hmmmm.
I'll probe that from my future hubby..

wakaka.

Great, now i sound like a lil' kid?

...
..
.
.
.
.
.

agagagaa.

To anyone-who-cares..

2006-11-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

Let me give anyone-who-cares A quick update on things that's been happening lately..

=)

I went fer the interview weeks ago fer my new job.
Then managed to get thru the final interview fer which it's a one day event.
Trottled along toa payoh and went up to the hdb hub.
Had lots of activities there.
Role plays, presentations and puzzles..

In a nutshell, to anyone-who-cares,
I manage to grasp the contract for the position of Co-Curriculum Prog Executive. Alhamdulillah..

Tubs of tankiews to those who've been wishing me bolts of gd lucks.
=)

The deployment will start on 15th dec. Fer which i'll be given ample time to prepare myself fer the job.
Which is good as it lengthens my period of productivity.... at home.

*sniggers*

It's quite hard to say things when yer trying hard not to hurt thee..
It's rather inexplicable to explain things when we're not given much choice to explain it in our own words..
It's hard to give yerself a chance to improve when yer not given any options to do so..
And it's hard to do things when pple don't trust you.

I just feel so... terrible.

To anyone-who-cares, just don't care.

=)

Job hunt..

2006-11-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

Fatique and restless. I was darn exhausted during the day but became restless at night.. My body's killing me, but my mind's still having its way thru the tick tocks.
Have had an interview for the post of Co-curriculum prog Executive yesterday, manage to gt thru the final round.
Alhamdulillah..
And had the final round today. The selection hadnt been done yet. So we've gotta wait fer the results..

Going to have another interview on Monday.. near the Chinatown area.
Arghx. Hopefully wont bump onto my ex-boss or colleague. Hehe..
Quite excited cos the renumeration package that was offered fer this post is quite high.
hmmmm..

Takde keje, takde gaji..

Is it fair?

2006-10-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

Some of the things that just ticks my minds off.
I was reading this mag, and an article protrays a story about this couple. Kesimpulannya.. it's like this.. ;

Why wld pple always crave fer another atention when they'd already gt one.
Why wld pple accept the love of the other when they knew in the first place that the other party has already been involved with one.
That stupid party is really searching fer trouble. I mean both stupid parties. The seeking and the one accepting.

In the end, ONE is never enough.
"I need TWO at least".

Kalau org merajuk, selalu the other party patut dibiarkan or pujuk?
Then mana satu u all prefer?
Dipujuk or dibiarkan mcm tu jer?

Bodoh laa kalau tk nak dipujuk.
Lagi bodoh la kalau biarkan org tu merajuk je.

So is life fair?
Life's fair, but the pple yg buat kan life jadi tk fair.

Awak faham tk maksud life is fair?
Or org yg selalu kata life is unfair, u faham ke maksud life is unfair?

Fer all men, biarkan org tu merajuk.. jgn dipujuk.
Mengada-ngada kan perempuan nie sampai minta dipujuk gitu?

For all women, kau merajuk la puas2. Jangan anggap dieorg nak pujuk.
Takkan adanya..
Tah2 kau merajuk, dieorg cari yg lain?

So smpi bila2 lah mcm gitu.
I tunggu u pujuk, u tunggu i pujuk.

Baru2 kalau dah in relationship mmg best..
tapi nanti bila dah lama,
"U merajuk eh. Merajuk la. I nie merajuk u bukan tau. U sakit hati eh. Yelaa. I nie pun sakit hati."

Haiz..

Gelagat bulan puasa..

2006-10-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

Days's been hazy like a burning stew!
But I've got to run down and buy those neccessities fer the festive that's cumin.. That dampens my mood, fer sure.
It's scorching out there, though the sun ray's dimmed by the thick hazy fumes.
No windy breeze to get into the mood, and even if there is, u needn't try so hard to feel it..
Fer the haze is much more overpowering, can't u see?

Alright, i'm not here to discuss about the weather. It's the weather man's effort to deal with it..
So.

=)

Aidilfitri's is just a few days ahead!
And i'm only just prepared fer a one week celebration.
Went over to Geylang the other day; Sunday.
You should have known that the place is rather infamous to the malays especially on the eve of the festive season.
I went trottling over to e city plaza first.
I was brutally urging to buy a thing or two over there.

Was a bit reluctant that i dint gt to buy myself with anything the moment i stepped out of the building.
We saw the nite-markets but we only walked a few distance around.
Then we proceeded to the haig road.
Quite surprised to see 2 muslim families having their meals dengan selambanyaa.

"Awak mau sekarang ke bungkus?"
"Sekarang laa. Saya haus nie."

I WAS LIKE.
UUH.
UUUHHH.
UUUHHHHHH.

Al kisah..
Ada lah satu pakcik niee.
Nak ckp tak boleh berfikir, apa plak tak boleh berfikir pakcik ni kan.
Umur dah pun setengah abad..
Tapi badan masih tegap, siap bergaya dengan spek hitam.
Gigi mesti dah bogel lebih dari aku.
Rambut takkan tak gugur byk plak dari aku.. mesti lebih gak kan.
Tapi asal plak aku boleh puasa, dia nie tak boleh puasa.

Dah tak puasa, nak minum air pun selamba plak tu.
Mcm nak tercabut gigi emas dia aku tengok bila dia makan jagung.

Since aku suka jagung, aku pergilah beli.
Tapi nak beli batang jagung tak jadi bila ingatkan pakcik tu.
So belilah air jagung.
Time buka, masyaAllah.

Tiga cawan kau aku hengtak.

Then aku pergilah beli murtabak ayam kat kedai mamak.
Datang seorang hamba Allah nie..
Ku sangkakan nyonya, rupanya perempuan melayu macam age makcik aku jgk.
Dia orderlah murtabak daging empat, roti prata cheese 1.

"Mau makan sini atau bungkus"
"Bungkus.. bungkus.."

Dia pandang2 aku, aku pun senyum la kat dia.
Anak bujang dia kat belakang mcm senyum2 kambing. Aku pandang sekejap je, pastu toleh.
Yelah bulan puasa, tak baik pandang lama2 kan.

"Datang sorang.. ?"
"A'ah cik.."

Then aku senyum..

"Tinggal mana?"
"Oh jauh jugak dari sini cik.. Kat daerah cck sana."
"Ish dari sana sampai sini. Datang sorang?"
"Tak.. saya datang dgn keluarga. Dieorg gi beli benda skjp.."

Aku senyum, makcik tu pun senyum. Terperasan skjp mulut dia mcm mengunyah sesuatu.. Aku endahkan je. Cos perempuan, kadang2 kalau tak puasa tu ada alasan dia..
Kalau lelaki tu, kalau tak sakit tak nazak, tetiba tak puasa, tak tahu lah nak ckp apa..
Tak betul kot?

Story to be continued... Stay tune!

.Unusual job expectance.

2006-10-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

It was weird that the calls weren't answered. A couple of times,
totalled to 5, but none picked it up. I'm beginning to think that this is some kind of a fraud.
A street name starting with the locality - Buangkok.
But the direction that was given on a Monday morning,
were way much of a difference from what i've garthered from friends..

"Me and my imaginations. It's simply running wild.."

The ultimatum is fer me to move on in search fer other better alternatives..
I've had to crack up with ideas to escalate better chances on banking in and stashing out the bucks that's been limiting in my savings through time..

If only i'm smarter than a thief..

.Fer A Start.

2006-10-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

First entry fer the day..
Alright, this blog will be up-saved fer de writhy sketches of my life.
Purely no articulate designs or graphics.
Top most reason being, i'm just plain lazy to entertain myself with these stuffs; period.

Notice that the site u've gotten urself into before this is green-ed. I've decided to leave that aside fer musics, videos or pure entertainment pleasures.
THIS, instead gonna be a place where i would relinquish those dreams, feelings, needs etc.

You may leave as u wish, cos i've opened the door.
And you may stay as u like, fer i've unlatched the window..

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